2 years ago this week: I was dealing with healing from the second wrist surgery and trying to make sense of why people I loved behaved like self centered jackasses. I also created
3 years ago this week: Brian, Joy, and I had gone to the Midnight release of Half Blood Prince.
4 years ago this week: I was dropping weight and feeling healthy and Rowan was still in my life being my dearest friend.
5 years ago this week: I was working in the store, my parents visited and my mom tells me that my dad has a 1/2 sister. Lots of stupid people tricks.
6 years ago this week: We just found out that Jennifer was pregnant, and Jimmy did a psychic reading where he helped me realize that my dream of writing a novel was something I needed to do, but I had to spend a few years studying first. And an unexpected and delightful postcard from
With a look of complete exasperation, I try to engage her in conversation. "Look, without you, I haven't written a short story in..." I look at the dates on my files, "shit, the last thing of any significance I wrote was just an angsty little poem over a year ago. This is crazy. What's the deal. I thought we were a team?" The smug look on her face caused me to slam down my coffee mug. "You are sheer frustration."
"You are working on a book, aren't you?" Her eyes twinkle.
"Look, I miss writing these short stories. I don't want to stop yet. They get me in the mood to write more. They are great ways to express myself. But I need some inspiration. I need that flame, that fire...that passion. You know what I'm asking for, why won't you throw me a bone here?"
"You have a book to write."
"Seriously, I'm working on the book, didn't I just outline 15 chapters? We both know that I need certain things in my life to be able to write those short stories. I lost my happy place. I've had that happy place for nearly 11 years! I got so much inspiration from my happy place. I'd go there when life got too intense. I'd lose myself in my happy place whenever I had the opportunity and now it's gone. I know you've had a hand in getting rid of it. What gives?"
She levels a look at me, tiring of the conversation.
"No, really...you keep taking away the things that provided the passion for me. How can I possibly write..." I pause, something begins to click in my head.
Her feline smile widens as her eyes narrow.
"You bitch...you've taken away all of my distractions, haven't you?"
"You have a book to write."
Bloody hell. "You don't think you could have made it a little more obvious any sooner, could you?"
"Would it have worked?"
"Don't expect a dedication, shrew."
- Location:Ween Acres - bed
- Mood:
excited

Shortened set as I had errands to run before going out for the evening
Poetry is a means of exploring the intimate relationships between form and content. A poem that is in the form of raw inspiration dropped out onto a page with line breaks is a very good beginning, but it [is] like an uncut diamond: it is not yet a poem. The process of crafting this raw material into a work is difficult. The inspiration must be carefully cropped and pruned, without killing it. Bad poetry errs in three ways: it is uninspired, it is inspired but not crafted, or it is inspired, and then wrought to death. The great thing to avoid is writing a "poem" that is really just normal prose that has been centered in the middle column of a page; but which has no meter, metaphor, enriched adjectives, etc.
did i mention that i still have residual catholic guilt? i think it's a DNA problem.
yoshi is spending some time and asking for kisses. she has the roughest tongue. she does. the other two cats are kicked back on different couches and chairs.
i'm watching an animal precinct i've not seen before. there is the cutest pitbull puppy that i swear looks like it's part Weimaraner. it's got that grey ghost colour but it is a pitbull colour. the blue pitbulls are gorgeous. lovely blue eyes on her. she is skinny and a bit dry. she needs fluids. i think the animal cop Diane fell in love with her. she's a very pretty dog.
ah, nearly time for bed. the headache isn't gone yet. probably stress. there is definite stress. and i was doing so well to leech it off. :::sighs::: that seems to be how life is.
and i swear to god, every time i clean out my keyboard, there's an entire hamster of hair in there. and i don't let yoshi sit on my laptop!
Joss.
Seriously, dude. NEW LEVELS.
But - damn - no fic can come off of this.
i woke up puking and said; dear god still? the cramps along the scar tissue were painful. i knew i had to get some things done for work so i remote logged in and did them. then i crashed for an hour and a half. woke up, went to batman.
batman was good. fricking loud and a bit too long but good. i'll probably end up going again with
i have a huge headache. i need to stop to drinking fresca. i'm switching over to pelligrino. wash out the stuff in my head.
we're re-watching the first episode of supernatural. we actually have to sit down with ren-ren and watch these with her. she's not seen season one and we've rebought it.
love dean and sam. really. and this episode is so loud at times then soft. either that or my ears are very sensitive to the sond after batman. because god, it is loud.
and what the hell is sam thinking he's doing with the impala? piffles. dork.
did i mention the huge headache?
Nine skeins of Classic Elite Bam Boo yarn for a shirt of some kind ... normally it's $72, I got it for $36.
Six skeins of Lorna's Laces Shepherd Sock yarn that will make three pairs of socks: one for my dad, and two for me. Normally they'd be $67.50, but I only paid $33.75. I was sorely tempted to get more.
Eleven skeins of Berroco Suede for a turtleshell skirt, in four colors. Normally that would run me about $110. I paid $22.
I also picked up four skeins of Brown Sheep Nature Spun Sport, but paid the full price of $15 for them. I forgot to pick up a small hook so I could start the crochet project, but I can fix that in a day or two.
WANT MOAR YARNZ. At least I don't have to worry about trying to make tomorrow's sale ... I have to work for my dad at the booth he's setting up outside the bike store. THere will be other opportunity, I'm sure.
In unrelated news, the co-op where I"m sponging wifi access with my dad's shitty, shitty laptop is closing so I have to go. (This thing is only registering 128 megs of the 256 it's supposed to have. I've never seen a 'modern' computer take ten minutes to boot...)
Save me? If you're on my f'list, you can send me an email and let me know what's going on. I miss too much.
- Mood:
rushed
- Mood:
apathetic
The article is well-written. However, there is something to the "snobbery" that many poets have towards pop lyrics. A lot of pop lyrics barely utilize the amount of craft that academic poetry does. I'm a fan of slant rhyme, for example, but even I couldn't get away with some of the rhymes that songs do unless I were writing a song. Popular lyrics have a lot more leeway because they are melded with the accompaniment (especially if the melody comes before the words do); also, much doggerel can be catapulted into cultural dominance due to the notation that buoys it. A good musical progression can lead listeners to forgive mediocre lyrics.
Reply here, and I'll tell you some stuff I think is awesome about you.Also, because I want to see this in my journal once a year or so:
Maybe I'll number or outline it, and maybe I'll be serious, but you really can't rely on these things. I may use photoshop, or equations, you won't know until you try me. :)
If you think it's fun, repost at will - consider this a mutant meme, and put your own spin on it!
Usually, I'm pretty good at picking out apropros or odd/intriguing titles. However, some of my poems continue to labor under such bland names as "Adversity", "Definition", and "Solace".
One of these pieces, "Consolation of a Daughter", recently became "Instant Karma". Not a great improvement in terms of turning into something other than an abstract noun, but it's at least a bit zippier.
My best retitling went into rendering "Observation" (which was a perfectly appropriate name) into "Jellied Cake". Isn't that much more, well, appetizing?
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This is fucking incredible: rediscovered Delia Derbyshire tapes reveal her as being 40 years ahead of her time in sonic experiments.
katamari is love :)
in other news. the tip of my right index finger got slashed by a supasharp kitten premolar when i popped a capstar (flea-killin' pill) down his wee gullet. i haz a bandaid on it, and it's SEVERELY inhibiting my typing ability.
in other news, i ganked this off of facebook. say whatcha will about it, but they have some cute "bumper stickers" and "flair". just sayin'.
- Location:home.bedroom.ironysbutterflychair
- Mood:
chillin in da a/c ;P - Music:a/c
I just threw some of Juan Jose Ryp’s pencilled pages up at Whitechapel. Here’s one, in smaller size — the others are over here, all in larger size.
NO HERO #1 is published in September. (Avatar released the #0 issue, containing the crucial first chapter, ahead of BLACK SUMMER #7, which ships next week.)
This movie is opening tonight. It promises to rock so hard your progeny will be unable to wear socks until puberty.
In front of it they are placing THIS trailer. I'm still struggling to understand why there are people on this planet who haven't read the damn book! Seriously, what's wrong? Is it a birth defect?
The pot doesn't actually get sweeter then this!
Not being able to cobble together a motley crew and go see this is a sin. I've read the tablets. It's there.
The problem? I didn't originally write it in standard manuscript format. Since I learned that I should be doing that for everything I write (because of me starting to send out short stories), I realized that I need to convert my original 'manuscript' to manuscript format. Here's part of the problem: when I was putting everything together to publish the book via Lulu, I just wrote everything in the style of the final book format--this meant different page sizes (6x9 instead of 8x10), different margins, different line spacings, drop caps--all kinds of
That looks great when you finally publish it, but for submitting things and revising stuff it ain't the way to go. And because MS Word is the unholy demon beast it is, I can't easily change all that stuff in a 500+ page Word Document. Sure, some things I can but fixing all of it took a lot of work. I pretty much have to copy everything chapter by chapter and paste each into a new document to make sure the correct changes are made. The separate chapter files make going over stuff a lot easier and Word has an easier time with a 20-something page file than a 700+ page file (what the book size was when I converted it to manuscript format with double-spacing).
But so far so good. I'm kind of behind schedule as to what I wanted to have done but I've been really busy lately. I also have a hard time writing when it is really nice outside, I get way more writing done in the fall and winter.
Anyway, the moral of the story kids is: always write things in manuscript format. You'll save yourself a lot of work later. If I had a file of the finished book in this format all I would of had to do was do a Save As and get to work. Plus if I had wanted to send it out, to say an agent or other publisher, all I would have to do is print 'er out and send it out.
Watching Batman Begins after work with friends and then we are off to catch a late night IMAX show of The Dark Knight. Woo-ooooooo.
- Music:Rabbit Fighter - T. Rex
Me and my husband are wanting to sell a few items that we no longer want and/or need. So, if anyone is interested in the following please let me no. I don't have pictures up of the items, but can post if requested. We live in Lansing, so arrangements can be made if anyone would like to come and see these items.
I can be reached by commenting here, imelinoei@comcast.net, or (517) 887-3152 (please leave a message).
- Lazy boy recliner. Tan/Beige color. Great shape, but in need of a shampoo. $75.00/obo
- China Hutch. Needs one of the small glass panels replaced. Dark wood color. $75.00/obo
- Large, Purple, Papasan chair. Excellant condition. $100.00/obo
- Single bed, with drawers underneath and headboard. Mattress included. $150.00/obo but no lower than $100.
- Long, wooden coffee table (heavy). Good condition, but it does have a few water stains on the surface from not using coasters. $25.00/obo
- Mood:hopeful
My brother is again racing in the Chicago to Macinac in the Chicago Yacht Club's "Chicago Macinac Race".
Their boat is called the "Ticklish". It's a Super Ray 33 33.1 out of Grand Haven (or Muskegon) Michigan.
They're racing in Section 5.
Last year was a terrible race. There were no winds for long legs of the race... literally a mile or two in several hours! At some points their GPS said that their destination time was "never". *L* This year it's supposted to be a bit more rainy, but I hope that means they'll be sailing faster.
I'll be watching his race again online with their boat tracker via transponders in each boat.
Good luck, bro!
- Mood:
pleased
# of proposals requested: 2
genres of proposals requested: science fiction (1), YA (1)
Dear Authors:
In response to last week's letter, someone wanted to know--
how long do you take on a query, usually?
Truth is, I'm not sure there is an average amount of time because it really depends on the query. Something that falls into a category I have no interest in (e.g. poetry), takes very little time. But on others, it may depend on how succinct the pitch is, and how smoothly the synopsis flows, or any number of other variables. Often I read them a few at a time as a change of pace between tasks. Occasionally, I read them in the evenings back-to-back, and once I'm in the query-zone, I can get some momentum going. But I have to be careful with that because once one reaches the state of being query-drunk, they have a tendency to blur. So, YMMV.
Also...
...do you make a judgment initially on the letter and synopsis and if they aren't good enough forget about reading the enclosed pages, or do you muddle through it all as best you can, as long as it is relatively interesting and not obviously written by an inexperienced monkey at a typewriter?
Basically, if we don't necessarily have the skills to make an exciting query letter, but the chapters are great, do you make it to the five pages, or do you toss it based on the summary?
I almost always at least take a look at the five pages (and I read those before the synopsis) -- unless, as above, the idea is clearly not a good fit. Sometimes I can tell right away that the writing hasn't yet reached a publishable level, but sometimes it takes longer to get a strong feeling one way or the other about the voice and the prose style, or how strong the opening hook is. That's not to say the letter itself doesn't play a part in the assessment -- they can implicitly display other skills that are useful in being a professional author. But I know from my own experience that it can be challenging to condense a 100K narrative into a pitch, so if there's a doubt, the writing always gets the benefit of it.
Hope that helps.
And now I'm off to Readercon (where I will buy books I don't have time to read because they sound good and I wants them).
Given the grave threats that we face, our national security agencies must have the capability to gather intelligence and track down terrorists before they strike, while respecting the rule of law and the privacy and civil liberties of the American people. There is also little doubt that the Bush Administration, with the cooperation of major telecommunications companies, has abused that authority and undermined the Constitution by intercepting the communications of innocent Americans without their knowledge or the required court orders.
That is why last year I opposed the so-called Protect America Act, which expanded the surveillance powers of the government without sufficient independent oversight to protect the privacy and civil liberties of innocent Americans. I have also opposed the granting of retroactive immunity to those who were allegedly complicit in acts of illegal spying in the past.
After months of negotiation, the House passed a compromise that, while far from perfect, is a marked improvement over last year's Protect America Act. Under this compromise legislation, an important tool in the fight against terrorism will continue, but the President's illegal program of warrantless surveillance will be over. It restores FISA and existing criminal wiretap statutes as the exclusive means to conduct surveillance - making it clear that the President cannot circumvent the law and disregard the civil liberties of the American people. It also firmly re-establishes basic judicial oversight over all domestic surveillance in the future.
It does, however, grant retroactive immunity, and I voted in the Senate three times to remove this provision so that we could seek full accountability for past offenses. Unfortunately, these attempts were unsuccessful. But this compromise guarantees a thorough review by the Inspectors General of our national security agencies to determine what took place in the past, and ensures that there will be accountability going forward. By demanding oversight and accountability, a grassroots movement of Americans has helped yield a bill that is far better than the Protect America Act.
It is not all that I would want. But given the legitimate threats we face, providing effective intelligence collection tools with appropriate safeguards is too important to delay. So I support the compromise, but do so with a firm pledge that as President, I will carefully monitor the program, review the report by the Inspectors General, and work with the Congress to take any additional steps I deem necessary to protect the lives - and the liberty - of the American people.
NEVER AGAIN. REALLY. well, maybe next year when i'm stronger. but those hills were fucking HILLS, the kind that look like a giant wall when you are coming up on them. and they went on forever. and they were the kind of hills where you are just going from flat to up, there is no down. and when you thought they were done there were more. and then on mile 28 your legs are bricked and *any* incline feels like the big hills.
i woke up late - 6:15. hit the road @ 6:30, met up with shawn at the choo choo stop at 7:30 [16 miles in] and i pulled into the parking lot at 9.
IT shawn did fantastic. he was slow but he proved himself. near the end i got really ahead of him and ended up in the parking lot about 10 minutes before him.
and, after that, we walked up the 3 flights of stairs to the office. haha.
the guys requested that i stay in my bike shorts today. yeah, how bout no.
shawn: so batty! what's for lunch today?
me: i dont know, but i need something hefty.
shawn: yeah, jay suggested sushi but i think i need something more substantial. like.....a cow.
i feel good right now. really, really good.
If you enjoyed Modern SF Novelist, I would ask that as a favor to me, you consider visiting the Tom Smith Fundraiser. Tom (
Tom ended up in the hospital this summer, which means no performing and lots of medical bills, so every donation helps.
On a different note, does anyone know what's up with Amazon? Seems like more and more over the past few weeks, I've gone over to
ETA: Okay, it's starting to sound like this is just my problem. Hmph. I wonder what I did to offend Amazon...
ETA2: Or maybe not. Data in the comments is contradictory. Jim is confused.
1) There's new Shadow Unit content, as is traditional for Friday mornings.
2) I'm at Readercon, and have kind of a packed schedule today. Hope to see some of you here. I'll be doing a talk about Dust today, and a reading, and so on.
3) I went climbing at the Boston Rock Gym with
4) It's looking more and more like Roc will not be picking up any more Promethean Age books, as apparently sales of the MMPB of Blood & Iron are not what they would like (though I've seen the Bookscan numbers and they looked reasonably healthy to me; but I'm not the guy with the checkbook), and Ink & Steel is also not looking to crack any best-seller lists. So if you want copies of the Stratford Man books, now would be a good time to buy/order/pre-order them, because I cannot guarantee there will ever be a mass market paperback edition, and they may get hard to find. (Book two, as you know, will be out August 5th, and may be appearing in brick and mortar stores a little in advance of that date.)
Well, it's not like I don't have enough other work to keep me busy.... and you never know, a miracle may occur (Oprah picks up Kit and Will for the book club? Nah....) or another publisher may take over the series, though that has the potential to create mad backlist confusion.
5) I am still reading Brasyl, which is a brilliant book. And which also teaches me why we put exposition and transitions and white space in books, because this thing is dense and totally written to the "run and try to keep up" standard.
5.5) Yay, hot tub!
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:sleeping people
The film crew I am on (Best Little Ever) here in Lansing will be taking part in an international 48 hour film competition this weekend. We will be tasked with making a short film in 48 hours with elements that will be given to us tonight at 7PM. The planning, writing, shooting and editing of this will all take place here in Lansing over the weekend.
There are 70 different cities worldwide taking place in this competition, so it is a rather large scale event and worth the time if you have it.
So if any of you out there want to be a part of it, leave me a comment or email me ian.bulock@gmail.com.
Or if you have any locations, props or people that you know that would like to be on call to potentially be used if we need them. Let me know :D
( Our Past 48 Hour Films )


